Years passed and I was still battling depression often. There were days where I would wake up and immediately start to cry and cry for the whole day or days. I felt like there was no way I could get out of this deep sadness. It’s like a heavy fog that just won’t lift, a heavy cloud that never seems to go away. There were days where I would call out of work or not go to school because I couldn’t find the energy to even get out of bed.